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I am an inactive member of the church. I became inactive about 3 years ago. At some point I started questioning Joseph Smith. The more I looked for positive things about him, the more I found negative information. Such as the numbers of people he speaks of going to war in the BOM was not seen on this world until the 1950's. Also nothing has been found of these wars, no weapons, metal materials, no bones , nothing to support his account.
Honestly I'm not trying to be negative or put down the Church, the truth really matters to me. I wonder if you just have to have faith, and thats it, just alot of faith. 've gone to other churches just to check them out, and I have to say there is nothing there for me. I have no spiritual home now, for me this isn't a fun place to be.
Then I became inactive it happen in small pieces, what I mean is I slowly went to church less and less. I found very few members of my Ward that seemed to care, maybe that was part of it. Perhaps if someone had said "hey whats going on" or something, things would be different now. Maybe they didnt want to seem pushy, I dont know. I wish someone had asked.
Anyway, my question is what do you think? From what you read here, where should I go from here, and how should I get there. Im just thinking input from someone else may help me figure this whole thing out. Not any easy question I know :)
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